Running the Race
I was sitting now here at my desk, typing and forming a good article to be shared to everybody ( I think just few knows my blog.) It has been long eight months, December 8, to be exact; that was the first day I stepped on my new work. I remember the first day, it was so weird, I felt so sick to think that I am going again to deal with different people, of different personalities, of different beliefs, of different culture, of different religious view. Its always a struggle to me to cope with new social environment. I am not a "so social being", I prefer doing my things alone, eating alone, going anywhere alone, and even watching a movie alone. Yes, I hate crowds, I hate going to a place where there's a lot of people. To much to that. For the last 8 months I still don't know what makes me stay here, its not the salary, its not the experience, no nothing! I don't know! I don't know what motivates me. Sometimes I felt so empty, very empty. But for the last 8 mont
